I wish I were better...

I wish I was a better blogger. I have been reading a lot of blogs of people who like me are adopting. They are amazing. I get so wrapped up in them. I'm sorry to you all that I am not better at this.

I am slowly but steadly building my commitment money to adopt Sophia C. I am trying to not feel so attached to her for fear of a family who is further along in the process might reallize what an angel she is. I saw her pic on someone's Facebook profile pic and my heart dropped. I actually couldn't breath. I emailed the person and tried as calmly and politely to ask if she was adopting Sophia (I wanted to ask "What are your intentions with MY Sophia). Knowing I hadn't committed to her yet, I don't have a leg to stand on. :( She was so kind and let me know she was her Christmas Warrior. WHEW what a relief. She asked if I was interested in Sophia I gave her an emphatic "YES with all my heart!"